FUCK

stupid stress
stupid bad genes
stupid prom
stupid need to be good at it
stupid diabetes
stupid people
stupid worry
stupid stupid
stupid illnesses
stupid Cazenovia
I'm really scared and if I pee one more time tonight I'm going to cry and I want to have a sleepover with Zoe and Wednesday in my bed and cry a lot with them because I'm about to burst at any little thing and I miss them and school fucking sucks and I'm stressed and I'm not as good as I want to be and
stupid hormones
stupid competition
stupid death
stupid loneliness
stupid fear
stupid hope
stupid distance
stupid lack of communication
stupid emotions
I have to pee now...