I feel like I've lost something I never had. I hate geography. I hate the fact that I live half and a hour away from my best friend and an hour away from... boy. Stupid boy.
I don't even know how I feel. I feel everything but what's rational. Insecure. Angry. Annoyed. Disappointed. Alone. Upset. Confused. Amused. Stupid. It's not even worth the time to explain. No one did anything wrong. There was nothing set in stone, I just thought we were all informed. But since no one says how they feel, how the hell would I know. Nothings changed. Life sucks as always. I'm still restrained and frustrated. Nothing new, even though I said "I love you." I need to be reassured. I still just want to move on even though I'm still upset. But nothing can be solved until I have a fucking way to get closer.
A car and a license would be extremely beneficial to my life right now. I want out.
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